It’s been a while since the right limb
could bend at the name of Jesus,
or anyone else –
meet the challenge to clamber
over rocks on a hillside
hike with teenagers,
come level with the sharp cry
of a small child’s skinned knee
or discovery of an ant,
satisfy the longing to gather
a handful of sand at the beach
and let it run through my fingers,
remembering someone
whose life just slid like grains
into the sweet saltiness of the ocean.
I remember the first replacement
and what a novice I was at pain,
a million times resisting
the common sense of asking for help.
But what kind of mind does Paul suggest
I am supposed to bring to this?
Perhaps one that slips into arthroplasty
as part of a pilgrimage to confessing
the truest Name of all –
and then bends willingly … simply
to a hill walk,
a child’s call of fear and joy,
the gathering of handfuls of love for people,
both those I know well
and those I may never meet,
mixed with many
necessarily unexpected holy kneelings.
The Road to the Hill Along the River, Aotearoa








